I'm sorry. I am. I know I'm being selfish. A lot of people here want to go home, and I shouldn't be crying about it going away.
[ Because she does know that Gren has never been certain about staying, and she knows she should want Holly back for him. It's all the rest waiting for him that makes her sad.]
I love you, Gren. Just please, don't let whatever it is get the better of you.
[ She knows him too well. She knows the emotions and temperament that he keeps in check so often. A chance to work that out, and she knows he'll take it. Even if he'll come back, she just isn't ready for him to die. Not yet. Not again. ]
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Date: 2019-06-06 05:03 pm (UTC)[ Because she does know that Gren has never been certain about staying, and she knows she should want Holly back for him. It's all the rest waiting for him that makes her sad.]
I love you, Gren. Just please, don't let whatever it is get the better of you.
[ She knows him too well. She knows the emotions and temperament that he keeps in check so often. A chance to work that out, and she knows he'll take it. Even if he'll come back, she just isn't ready for him to die. Not yet. Not again. ]